Welcome to 'the Wired'
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8.20.26
I started my internship this week! It has been so hectic Q Q. It has not even started that long and waking up early is already becoming the bane of my existence. But, I am very thankful and hashtag blessed to be able to be put in this position and learn everything I have so far.
I will say...my brain is killing me!! There's so many things going on already in my head on top of learning a whole new system and expectations, ALONG with the basic function and running of the internship. Its gonna explode somehow, not sure if its tomorrow or a year from now but i'm calling it.
end of summer???
8.9.2026
Holy crap what a summer! So many ups and downs I can even begin to talk about. Where would I even start? I never wanted to share a ton of information espeically when personal to me and who I am, but it is important to be all you can be to the best of your ability. ✰
I broke up with my ex and god, that was hard enough to deal with myself. People talk about how memories are altered in time of grief, and I never quite believed it until experiencing it first hand. Love is such a tricky thing that can be so hard in the moment but as soon as you let it go its one of the hardest things to live without. Between him (thank you i ) and a new found person I find myself talking to more and more, Ive started to get a sense of who I want to be not in a professional or social way, but as an I know myself kind of way. I find myself learning and growing everyday and just when I think Im done it doesnt stop. I feel so blessed and happy I get to experince such hardships and bliss because that means i'm alive and can feel (and do very deeply), the best parts of being human. and nonchalontly Oliva dropped her album at the height of everything aka best timminngggg
I have also been on a consistant grind (2 jobs!!) this summer, which has not provided me with the amount I thought it would,, but it makes me feel more prepared for the internship I am about to face. Burnout has never felt so rewarding but unrewarding !!! such a weird feeling
I dont expect anyone to read this, but if you did I appreciate you. And I appreciate all the people in my life (esp this summer) that pushed me in ways I never knew I needed. And those who were there and listened to anything and everything I had to say no matter the emotion tied. You are the rocks I needed and depended on and I will never forget that and will always be indebted to you.
yesterday...
4.2.2026
I went out for the first time last night as a college student! I have been one for a while (im a senior) but ive always been too afraid or did not want to go alone so I just never did, but I was invited cuz it was karoke night and it was tons of fun♫
the only thing that sucks is my cat is bonkers due to being inside 4ever ! but also ton of class and a ton of homework and being nauseous its so fun !! (so sarcastic) blehhhhhh.
week update
3.24.2026
ahhh omg it has been a week or so since ive updated! It was spring break at my school so i went home and tried to rest... my kitty did not allow me too : - ( That is okay tho! Some other not so great things happend but that means good change is happening (hopefully !!)
Today I have a TON of school work to do, on top of having to go to work today wahhhhhh ☹ im hoping the rest of the day goes well and its a stressful day and not a stressful week !!!
first offical log
03.12.2026
hello 'wired'! This is technically my first time writing on this page! It is a little nerve racking but im excited to have this set up! Ive always been jealous of those with GeoCities and Ive had such an itch to do this, bless neocities ☺
Today so far... not the worst but it has been better! A lot of school work before spring break in a day, which I am so excited for!! I do not really have any plans but... im excited to see my parents and finally sleep ❥
another entry
03.09.2026
the network feels strange tonight. (intial creation)
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